Boredom

It,s such a boring time ... though sun is shining
and it,s hot outside ... but inside myself it,s cold.

There is so less around me, that really can amuse me,
even the daily dose of internet cannot change my mood.

It,s stupid ... it bothers me really ..
When will the change take place ....
I am not sure about .... so will it last a while.

It,s all static .. it,s all structured.

Do you believe ?

Because anything is fate.

Once i red, that the only thing that is above us is fate, and that is, what rules everyones life.

But be sure, as soon as you agree in this faith your life will be ended.
So say "NO" to that believe and try to observe yourself as well as possible.

Of course, there may be something like fate ... especially death is fate.
We cannot escape from that fact ... but anything else should be possible
to be changed into that kind of living, that we want to have.

It may not be easy, but with some ... with a lot of ... effort, we will
be able to construct all the daily life situation as we want.

But it is very difficult ... think about changing your mind from sadness into
happiness and think about, how exceedingly difficult that will become.