While waking up in the morning ...
taste from nightdreams in my mouth ..
darkness not yet vanished out of me ...
I am thinking for a start into new chapter,
that I want to create.
Moments of my reality will guide me through the day.
While I am doing normal stuff less than more.
Meditating with thoughts inside about outside lifeforms.
Ah,, yeah, you could describe it as kind of.
There is much, which you have to separate from your own inside.
Because there is much from real outside, manipulating you in different forms.
It defects you may be with words or with impulses, that you cannot control.
But if you take care looking for what you are, probably will be and you open all your senses, you should be safe.
Don,t hide in holes or castles, but go deep inside of all and everything
Because I know, that there is more and more, that you find. But different, strange thoughts and visions. It may seem easy in advance, but learning more and more, how everything is connected, you have to stay awaken and very open with your senses and mind.
I start guessing about real sources of universal streams and lines. Compared with all old stories ever written and told.
So you may find the source of answers. But one day it will be done and you have to be curious again, whike seeking for other sources to learn from.
And I am sure .. more than less .. that I will find answers, but also new experiences, which might make me afraid a bit or lets say a bit confused; after I got the answer I was seeking for..
There might be as well loads of new experiences, which makes you scary or which you think you cannot believe in. But if there is no danger inside take it and file it under curiousity to remember it later. So one day, it might be possible to bring it together in one line or so with other experiences.
But to find the beginning or the sense of all might take lots of effort of brain and spirit
