unfinished .. endless

Sometimes .. yes sometimes I want to cut my brain off....
Would like to take a sharp knife, holding with both hands and cut it into pieces.
Why shall I have one, when it seems as no one else has a brain to use.
It doesn,t seem, as if people really are using it. Especially to think about their
own steps filled with no sense ... with nonsense .....
It,s difficúlt I know, but suggesting that there is a brain, they should start to use it ...
but don,t doubt about, that time will not come, when humanity in its whole
starts to think about itself.
So the world around will stay filled with bodys and brains with unused brains inside ..
Figures, marionettes, used and forgotten ones are running through their daily nightmare
and even in nighttime there is no sense inside their doing.....
Waiting while sleeping for annother uncontrolled day.....
Really nothing they can have a decision about by their own ....
USED FROM LIFE TO ACT AROUND AS IT WANTS.
I want to play the piano .... wild and free ....